White spaces

I want to paint my whole room white, even my cupboards and tables. i really like white spaces, white walls. If i could have it my way, i will repaint my room white because i like how clean and classic white rooms tend to look. However, i reckon my parents would allow me to do that. my room always look cluttered, even after i packed and try to throw away the things i dont need or squeeze them into the cupboards. lets wait till exams are over.

I am doing this post because im sick and bored of studying already :( and no other korean dramas for me to watch.

final exams period

For all the days/weeks/months that i haven been updating... that is because im currently in the midst of my exams. yes, pretty much depressing and frustrating. needless to say, i am drained. 2 papers down and 2 more to go.

this semester is the slackest i can get. just received my results for my project groupwork, and i have a module that i just passed by one mark. YES ONE MARK. im feeling grumpy because of this, and its frustrating how grades can make my mood go down >:(

I've promised myself too many things, too many times. I often know in advance that I'll give up, procrastinate, and sometimes fail, but when I actually believe in my own determination, and then throw in the towel because times get tough, that's when I get devastated. It's a pattern of mine which spans over a decade and a half.

這一生最美的祝福

This song has really meaningful lyrics, always felt that chinese worship song has a deep impact to our spiritual being (: and truthfully, im glad to have god in my life!

在无数的黑夜里

我用星星画出你

你的恩典如晨星星

让我真见到你

在我的歌声里

我用音符赞美你

你的美好是我今生颂扬的

这一生最美的祝福

就是能认识主耶稣

这一生最美的祝福

就是能信靠主耶稣

走在高山深谷 他会伴我同行

我知道这是最美的祝福