DREAM #1

after cass dropped me a link to see a cafe's website,
i feel like going round singapore to see the beautiful cafes.

anyone?
any recommendations for cafe?

(:

xinying's 19th birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINYING (:

a day that we grow fat fat together and a day where our pockets got burnt.

we headed to orchard hotel for the buffet dinner. we starve ourselves in the morning and noon just to fit all the sinful food for dinner. hahah. sushi, ice-cream, salmon, fondue, laksa, oyster, scallop, pasta, pokey-sticks and DURIANNNNNN! duriann was the best part i tell you. hahaha. we couldnt stop taking it. it was sucha enjoyable girlies time! :D

i failed i failed

i dont know why. but BTT sounds like a big affair to me.
gosh. i really dont know what to expect later.

but like what shirley say, O LEVELS ALSO NOT SO NERVOUS.
HAHAHAHA.

BYEEEE.

PRAY FOR ME AND WISH ME ALL THE BEST (:





(/edit)
im back. i failed my btt :(
its very depressing.

i text shirley. and she was like, huh like that also can fail ah.

im so so broke.
and holidays pass so much. sometimes, i wish i have more than 24hrs a day. ohwells.
will update more soon (:

do you think im crazy

sometimes i wonder,
if I really do up my business, would my parents be supportive about it? what if i give up piano? will I be saving up or dashing my parent's hope?

two nights ago, i couldnt sleep. thoughts and plans just came into my mind and i start sketching up how my shop would look like and what i will be selling. the whole night i just felt really eggcitied about it as crazy plans came in.

then a question struck me, would this be successful?

another question came along, am I going to continue studying degree or just stay put in diploma?

S told me to continue studying. without degree, it is hard to survive.

Y told me to discuss with my parents about this. but somehow there is an inner struggle. i dont know how to communicate this to them. im really scared they are not supportive and said im crazy or what.

how how how.

the night

while i was walking back,
the air feel so fresh and the stars seem to be singing.

Sometimes

I just wish....

to have more freedom. i wanna switch off my phone when im outside. dont want to hear naggings. dont want them to ask what time im reaching home. i want to stay out as long as i want.

you all know how much i want this.

but, i still feel like a kid. this i dont like.

TEP Variety Show

to be remembered.

Happy V. Day

morning. Service Learning in compassvale. i was taken aback by their V day wishes and chocolates. and i feel kinda bad not getting them anything. so i treated them drinks! haha. my bad. anyways, thank God for them that they are co-operative and nice (:

afternoon. Cell meeting. watched movie, writing a love card, chocolates treats, aircon. it was quite different from the usual kind. today had lunch with cell tooo. i think its cool. funny games. this is 1, this is 2, what is 3? johnny johnny johnny johnny whosh, johnny whosh ....

little things.

♥♥♥

Something to show

HAHAHA. everytime i see this, i feel like laughing.

thanks con (:

Servant Leadership

I didnt know what to expect for the ServiceLearning Camp. while i was walking over to the school, i was praying in my heart to allow my group members to have teamspirit and be enthusiatic about this whole camp. and my prayers were answered! (:

what was memorable was the feet-washing by the sec3 to the sec2 as a representative of showing what it really meant as servant leadership. to me, it was just a feet-washing ceremony. i even thought that the students will make commotions and laugh at this. but it turn out otherwise. it was something that i took back and really pondered.

they cried. some of them sobbing, not wanting their leaders to wash their feets feeling that there isnt really a need for that. some struggled, holding back their tears as the leaders wipe and clean theirs. as i looked at every one of them, i felt emotional within. i was wrong about saying that the ceremony was just an ordinary one. i can see that they really go through thick and thin together as a whole student leader board. this is one relationship that could last long.

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surely it is not by chance or by luck. being a mentor for the first time. i made friends, learning about life-long skills, being independent and more. i think it is up to us to reflect whether this is the life that we want to carry on living. or do we want to live a more life-filled one?

"A leader is one who has followers."

(: