little friends like these

my dad, brother and the two sisters. we had much fun together. i do think my dad is HIP. now mum is back home from her trip. the same routine is back again.

i was much motivated to keep a diary so as to keep track if i had live a life. it sounds wierd. but everytime after a few days, im lazy to jot down the events. still, it all create a sense of mystery to me. i love looking at the subjects and wondering a bit about our lives.

"I understand how hard it is to try to live your faith in a world where no one seems to believe the same things as you - be strong!"

via postsecrets

Ping Pong is round

today was first day of school. wooo. im in year3 now. it feels slightly overwhelmed. cause im not used to have canteens filled with many many people, lining up just to get lecture notes, have tutorials and lectures once again and having our class back together again. overall i only have one complain, why is the weather so hot >:( it makes me feel cranky and all.

i had my first tuition teaching angmo kids chinese. i was actually late because i couldnt find their house. i walked in circles just to find no.47 and asked several people where the lane was. but no one heard of it. i was so worried sick as time passes so fast. thankfully a kind soul offered a ride to bring me to the place :D he was kind of lost too, but we manage to find the place. if not i will be an hour late. it is a rare sight to find such nice people now. really thankful for his little gesture.

teaching chinese wasnt easy as i thought it would be. i really need to brush up my han yi pin yin.

8am lessons tomorrow! byebye

Indefinite emotions

just now there was strong wind. it was like the strongest wind i ever seen. i heard loud noises of my neighbour's wooden plank hitting hardly against the window grills. at that point in time i thought it was world end. i was so scared. but then again, why do i feel scared. do i not believe im saved? joeyyy. its time to think.

on a lighter note,

Something i dont believe

can you actually believe a ten-year old kid dress up? and she has her own blog that shows her style of dressing. how sophisticated yet pretty.

Putting all together

three major events running conservatively. tiring but was pretty fun (: people, ways of commuinications. First impressions again, and I never give good first impressions, because my self takes a really long time to emerge. I guess, I just take a longer time finding myself.

It's already the last week of school.

I suck at putting pictures even when facebook is so convenient, so there the pictures of these last few days are, and there they'd stay till the last of days. i seriously had a hard time rotating the photos. but still... i made an effort (:


Genting Trip (15th April 09 to 17th April 09)



YOG Event @ Compassvale Sec





Eunice's Wedding

Trip

BYE BYE (:

going off for a breakkkk.

Mac. Reservoir

nice weather. monkeys. pink. reservoir. jumps. trees. leaves. pullups. wooden planks. muddy mud. sun. clouds. fishes. turtles. family.

all in all, a wonderful time (:

Good Friday (part 1)

Before I knew Christ


When i was in primary school, my life was in a mess. I felt that I was living in fear all day. I couldn’t communicate well with my family members and thought that no one ever cared or loved me. I would cry every night over what I was going through. At that point in time, I was filled with envy each time I see my friend’s family members cared for each other and I would wander why I couldn’t have such loving family.

When I was in secondary 3, I got to know Wun Yen and she shared with me her testimony and how her life had changed to be an exciting journey with Jesus. She invited me over for service. I went along with three other classmates. I still remembered vividly, at the alter call, I saw Cherie raising her right hand. I didn’t know what to do, but also to raise up my hand. At that point in time, I wasn’t sure if it was the right choice to do that. But gradually, I felt my life was being transformed amazingly.


After I know Christ

What I felt most when I attended FCBC, was the love from the spiritual family. Through them, I could see Jesus in them and was shown of God’s love for me. God had helped me to release many of my strongholds that have been with me for very long. During the encounter camp, I truly felt God’s love for me and that He had carried those fears away from me.

Now, I could communicate better with both my parents. I could feel more love given out in the family now. God changed my perspective of looking and seeing the world. It felt really different. Sometimes, there might be trails and tribulations and I know that it is God who is moulding me. I know that God is always there for me and I will always find peace and love in my heart.

I believe that God is still working in my life and I know that he will show the way into living out as a warrior of light. He is indeed a living God who knows us from the inside out.

Good Friday (part 2)

everytime Good Friday comes, i would keep forgetting what it really meant. as i reflect back, it shows God giving me a life of hope and giving me love.

anyone living without hope lives a dead life, and would no longer look forward to their next tomorrow and the future. hope sees us through many difficult moments, and it helps many to live on, even when every breath of air seems like sheer torture. HOPE pulls both the weak and the strong along, be it a retired man who has lost his life earnings to the crippled economy within a span of one night or students failing their major exams.

each day we read the newspaper, it is the different headlines we encounter. the escalating suicidal and murder rates around the world only points to one thing. countless of people are losing sight of the hope and faith that keep them going. there seems to be nothing worthy to hold on to for these people.

however, each time i hear testimony on how God had changed people's lives, my heart felt really warm and realise how God can do miracles! definately not by sheer coincidence. i am really glad for people who have chosen to turn to the Lord. at the very least, they have found their hope, they have something to cling on to, in hope for a better tomorrow (:

This Is Our God - Hillsong 2008

Overflown Cup

the past few days was (insert blank). There were many preparations to be made and things are piling up like crazy. and I'm trying very hard to breathe. but im so so so glad that PGS assessment is done (: thanks to huda who helped me and praise God for answering my prayer. so now left with BTT.

and im v.happy! we got our tickets for the genting trip. im waiting and waiting and waiting. its been really long since i can relaxxxxx. i dont want to think of anything else but play eat and shop :D

edited.

have you watched this advertisement on tvee? i thought it was touching (:
"it is these small things that we remember, those little imperfections that make them perfect for you."
http://www.thinkfamily.sg/web/general/homepage.asp

pulling together

this week is hectic :(
youth carnival (yog), pgs assesment, booking tickets, piano lessons, btt, prayer meetings, goodfriday.

i need strength and discipline to stay put in my chair and
STUDY.

sometimes i wander why did i get myself involved in so many things.
im really tired. it doesnt feel like holidays.

Furnitures

look at these! i was wandering (as usual) always building the castles in the air.
and yet... so lovely (:

retro feeling

swings are the best inventions!

this one suits cass alot alot. i think she needs this.

Mistakes

We all make them. They usually start with the best of intentions, like keeping a secret to protect someone, or getting some distance from the person you've become. Sometimes we don't even know what mistakes we've made to get us where we are or we figure it out just in time to make it right again. But every mistake happens for a reason, to teach you a lesson you would otherwise never learn. And hopefully, we never make that mistake again.

SENTOSAAAA

i was worried sick when i saw the sky was dark and overwhelm with clouds. i had my luge tickets that expires on that day and i was really happy that we are having an outing. i prayed in my heart that the rain will hold and let sun come out. and God spoke to me about FAITH.

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnastly seek him."
Hebrews11:1,6

through this, i learn to believe in Him more and more (: