Limited time, i dont like.

one thing: working can be tiring.

and always looking forward forward to after work and the weekends.

things i did during the limited time i had in the weekends

1. meetup with primary school friends

2. KY's birthday celebration @ Cass house

3. TCS Flag Day

olivia has the heaviest can out of all of us! (:

its nice talking on the phone with you (:

Love is an ocean wide

I'm listening to Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglo and just plain sitting with the laptop on the table . I have long gone forgotten how it is like to be so alone alone in the night and soak up in the loveliness of the loneliness. Probably the only time when im not with a huge crowd of people.

anyways, exams are overrrr! time to take a breather and strive on for the 10 weeks of attachment (: which starts on monday. hope that the grass is greener on the other side. haha. meanwhile, im happy with my time spend for the past 2 days.

I will run to you

two papers are done. left with another two more. the exams part has drained me to my core - not in a way that i felt empty, but that just feeling overwhelmed. however, i am happy to be home, happy to return to the simple routine of waking up to a bed when the sunlight shines and having no worries about school (except maybe a lil of exams), and of reminding myself that my family and dear friends are the most important things in my life.

everyday i looked into my phone and it has a note attached "Have you committed the day to the Lord?" it is through little things that i find joy. and am hoping that i do everything i can do to help make my family and friends' existence a beautiful and happy one. quite a challenge yet remembering to walk away from what i am doing, no matter the perceived importance, is so very important if it means slowing down while in hand, catching up with God.

TWO CLOSEST TO MY HEART ♥

dessert bowl! ♥ ♥ ♥
esp. aiyou(?) mango!

the primary 2 alike drawing! haha.

back then memories (:

the cutest chinese poem i ever read.

i saw it on the blog wy, thanks :)

pretty ribbons and colours!

mustafa trolley!

holding on closely to the two people! friday night with wy and cass to have desserts where im thankful that wy cancelled her date, cass stayed awake (despite not having sleep for 40 hours) just to spend time with me. haha. afterwhich was taking photobooth pictures which i like!! and mustafa shopping! :D

thank you for the time.

thank you for the birthday song and hug.

thank you for the cab. LOL.

thank you for the extra love you given.

i enjoyed myself today (:

BIRTHDAY WISH #1

MAKE ME PERSONALISED BIRTHDAY CARD OKAYS!!!
NEED SOME ENCOURAGEMENT. HAHAHA (:

Exams Part 1

i like how the sun shines through the window into my room.

today was a dreadful day for me. my mind just refuse to let my PR notes go in. when it was dinner time, i just pushed everything aside and started using the computer without any care. and now its back to notes again. oh, hurray.

and why is the IPP listing not out yet!!



joey, stay motivated and STUDY. a few more steps to graduation (:

how now brown cow!

i very much dislike writing notes and studying.

how to survive in S'pore like that.

Are you guilty

today i went for a campaign by one of the SP's group where they encourage youths to spend more time with their families. one example they did was watching movie with them. i think its really cool to have such a project in school. i mean my school isnt that so exciting as compared to them. haha.

in a lucky draw!!

Things that made me happy (:
a. got to watch harry potter movie for 4 bucks
b. was supposed to sit in the 2nd row from the front which is kind of straining for the neck but managed to get seats at the back
c. able to take a break from all the studying and projects.

Read it from one of the blogs

"human beings are a walking contradiction, maybe not everyone, but for sure i know i am.

when we are single, we think about how nice it is to be attached. when we are attached, we miss the freedom of being single.

this is a dilemma i feel from time to time. i truly believe that no relationships are perfect. for those of you out there reading/knowing about other couples' lives that seem oh-so-perfect, trust me, those couples have their own problems or issues too.

my relationship has its fair share of problems, started mostly by me since i usually have unknown and unspoken expectations (which is only normal cos i am a woman.. heh).

i had a lot of fun when i was single but at the same time, there was the feeling lonely issue to deal with. but i realised what's worst is that you can actually feel lonely even when you are attached. plus that feeling of waiting for your partner to call or text you or wondering what he/she is up to, can be rather annoying.

i know many would say there is no need to wait, just do your own things and keep occupied. i do make my own plans and do my own stuff but there is that nagging feeling of waiting at the back of my mind. and it really doesn't help when your partner's schedule and timing is very fluid. makes it worst that i am more of a structured person, meaning i like to make plans so being fluid irritates me. for example: i make advance plans when i know my partner will be busy on a particular day, then at last minute, my partner is free which makes me feel shitty for having plans. but then if i don't make plans and wait for him to be free and he ends up not free, then i'll get upset.

so when i weigh the pros and cons, it seems like being single is better since there is only the issue of loneliness to deal with; which will go away after some time.but being attached comes with a lot more unexpected stuff and emotions of the other party and yourself and it can be really tiresome.

this is just my opinion, but i don't think it's possible to ever be a strong independent woman yet be needing someone emotionally. maybe men can do it since they can comparmentalise their thoughts and feelings. but for women, if you are strong and independent, won't you be emotionally independent too hence do not need a relationship?

perhaps one day when i finally get the right balance of independence and dependency then my relationship will be almost perfect"

Wellies

i saw something which i think its pretty cool!




WELLIES! (:



something that i think S'poreans wouldnt wear?
little kids would love wearing them during rainy days and splashing through the water.
sweetness!

credits: x

Wonderful Weekend

Today i felt happy.


A. entrepreneurship is finally over and done with! no more photoshop, checking the powerpoints, looking the report all over again... today was nervous-breaking, i checked almost 5times to see if the thumbdrive was in my bag. i was so scared that if i didnt bring, the whole group will be really screwed. but everything seeems okays today! (:




B. I met up with Shirley to go to Holland V and dempsey hill. really exciting! cause both of us haven been there before and decided to explore on what buses to be taken and where we should alight. haha. enjoyed her company throughout, best friend! without her i dont think i would step out of my hse today and enjoyed this much. peektures!!






time check, 12:59pm. time to sleeeep. so tired!!