oh what joy: November 2009

cause it doesnt really matter

Tests and projects are comingggg. during this long weekends i didnt have the urge to do anything related to school. i think this is the maybe so called "after-attachment syndrome". most of us do not have the motivation to go to school or do projects. but i suppose we got to make full use of the time given! :)

things i have to do:

- go swimming during breaks.

- chiong driving lessons

- save $$$$

- start working on my reports

- return library books

- repaint my nails

and the list goes on and on and on..........

p/s i totally agree that internet is distracting. esp. facebook.

Throwing a calvin fit

sad as it may seem.

but there seems to be 3455464659829348294 things to do!!

and the weather isnt making my mood good too :( SIGHHHH.

no rewind.

sometimes i wished i was stronger and not that timid.

not that timid..... to kill a cockroach. (hateit)

The Story of Five Balls

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day, you finally came to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls - family, health, friends, integrity - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

quoted from James Patterson, Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas.

5 things that happened today

1. my backpack is spoilt, no more bagpack to school

2. i signed up for driving lessons!! like finally

3. borrowed two good books recommended by S

4. inhaling the lemon smell coming out from the air freshner

5. tution ended early by 15mins, because it looks like its gonna pour heavily the mum quickly "shoo" me off. but i likeee! :D

thank god for things that is happening around me.

Praying a little harder

HAHAHA. SO CUTE RIGHT!!

MY DESKTOP PICTURE :>

"It’s not about the big things. The great gestures, the public displays of affection. It’s all the small things, pieced together one by one. Like a puzzle, it’s no fun unless the pieces are small and the challenge is high. The little things in life are what makes life worth living. Making memories, one step at a time."

i find it hard

there is something i have been trying to ignore. but i really shouldn't any longer. i have been getting low... about quitting piano. i have hang on for the past few years. and eventually i given it up. sometimes i hate myself for not being hardworking, not being talented in this field, not giving my best in things that i first asked for.

my mum asked me to think carefully whether i really want to quit piano. and offically today is my last piano lesson. it took me courage to tell my teacher, but she kind of sense it coming she said. i think my teacher is a very nice lady, she encourages, a woman of faith, always reminding me to pray when i feel troubled. she help me to gain confidence even though knowing that im weak in certain areas.

i cant help but...

now all the emotions are spilling out as i think back.

None but Jesus

Jesus I believe in You

Jesus I believe in You

"Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in him. Fear the Lord, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing. The lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing." Psalm 34:8-10