To stand or fall

It is mid-week!

it has been three weeks ever since school started. how fast right! now we have to be geared up with upcoming projects. so far, everything are fine. been juggling between school, tuition, blogshop and serving in gkids. it gets really tiring for me at times, however God has sustained me through and im learning to trust in Him for more!

though there were times where im unsure if im heading towards the correct directions, asking myself what is worth fighting for, dont know how to describe how tired i am at situations, fighting against the desires of the world - it makes me reflect and i can only thank God for the sufficient grace and strength He gives me for each day.

& it got me thinking when am i most vulnerable to compromise?

'There will always be people and circumstances in our life that will challenge us to choose between God and another. It might be your family, your school, perharps even your dreams. The question is, what or who will you choose. Is God always the first choice, or have we compromised because other things are dearer to our hearts?'

Guard my heart, O Lord.

Wrapping up 2010

Don't you agree with me that every year seems to pass by faster than the previous?

2010 showed me new vistas, gave me abundance of love, brought me new lessons.

This year was the year which I started off my university life. At the beginning i was still struggling which course to take and the applications were all messed up. However, im still thankful of God placing me in SIM where I get to know new friends since it is a new environment despite only remembering how i rushed my projects and attempted to skip lectures here and there. I am truly blessed when it comes to results, it is truly by God's grace. Joined the SIM-FCBC group and got to know more people of the same church. they really encouraged me alot during my exams period by sending words of encouragement, which i will never forget.

I would say its also a year of getting out of my comfort zone, trying new stuffs. Managed to get my driving license, tried holding a flea@supperclub, had 2 vietnam trips and in HK and GZ with Cass, and lastly starting a blogshop. There will be much to learn from. and I will be taking one step at a time.

Meanwhile, thankful of people being part of my life :) wunyen, cass, liting, shirley and my family! forms of love shown from them like sisterly love and love from my family as we try to work on relationship together. I would say I enjoyed 2010 filled with best friends, holidays, food and festivals.

As for 2011, i think it would be discovering my own identity For now, i will leave it as unconditional loving, innately forgiving, and seizing each day with zest and spontaneity. Hopefully everything will go well!