today was walking back home after dinner. and i saw colourful lights on the overhead bridge. i think it is beautiful (:
inhale, exhale
I feel disappointed. i cant go for the HK school trip that both S and I are anticipating much.
dark out there now. and it seems like along the whole neighbourhood, only my room is lighted up.
listen to this.
watch this.
buy this.
eat this.
drink this.
needs to go swimming to clear thoughts.
dark out there now. and it seems like along the whole neighbourhood, only my room is lighted up.
listen to this.
watch this.
buy this.
eat this.
drink this.
needs to go swimming to clear thoughts.
TODAY
A. woke up having bodyaches everywhere. not feeling too well afterall.
B. piano lessons was cancelled because teacher wasnt feeling well too.
C. watch tv (running in heels, style her famous, tyra banks true story etc) eat and sleep
D. read magazines
E. pop a few panadols.
F. clean my shoes and arrange them nicely in the rack (WEIRD UH)
G. watch funny youtube videos
H. play with the two-new hamsters. they are really small, like only 1month old.
I. suddenly thought that i wasted one day of my life.
for the past few weeks was projects and more projects. so overwhelmed and fell sick. ytd and today, i slept alot alot. and didnt use much of internet and i quite like the "quiet" side where there is no technology. it allows me to have myself time.
i really dont want to go school tomorrow. its boring ttm.
B. piano lessons was cancelled because teacher wasnt feeling well too.
C. watch tv (running in heels, style her famous, tyra banks true story etc) eat and sleep
D. read magazines
E. pop a few panadols.
F. clean my shoes and arrange them nicely in the rack (WEIRD UH)
G. watch funny youtube videos
H. play with the two-new hamsters. they are really small, like only 1month old.
I. suddenly thought that i wasted one day of my life.
for the past few weeks was projects and more projects. so overwhelmed and fell sick. ytd and today, i slept alot alot. and didnt use much of internet and i quite like the "quiet" side where there is no technology. it allows me to have myself time.
i really dont want to go school tomorrow. its boring ttm.
As Usual
it is 2.38am now. I am sitting in my usual table and chair, looking at the laptop feeling drained and tired with projects still not done yet. with projects, lectures, tutorials, im losing my sleep, losing the strength to even talk.
it can be really irritating when we get the wrong group mates, like even asking me why the executive summary is not done up. and the reason? because it is not compiled lahhs. without compiling, how can one do up the executive summary! i can faint any moment if this continues. i hate compiling, hate presentations, hate PROJECTS.
sometimes i think its better not to have expectations, cause the disappointment will turn out really big.
today i was suppose to ran errands for my mum after school, but i forgot to bring out the cheque. i then headed home straight, feeling really drained out. i decided to make egg mayo sandwiches for lunch, was thinking about the camping overnight at cass house where liting made them which was a little messy but delicious (:
while making, reminded me of cass wy and yy. they are really nice to sms me encouraging things which i really needed most at that point in time. thank you.
while making, reminded me of cass wy and yy. they are really nice to sms me encouraging things which i really needed most at that point in time. thank you.
100th post
my head is getting bigger each time i do projects
and my body is aching all over. being sick isnt fun :(
and my body is aching all over. being sick isnt fun :(
As high as the heavens from the earth
So great is the measure of our Father's love
As far as the east is from the west
Has he removed our sins from us
Great is His love
Great is His love
Great is His everlasting love
Your love and grace you gave to me
i will give thanks to you eternally
you are my song you are my strength
you are my love my joy that never ends
觉得
最近天气泛凉了，只需要开一号的小风扇转来转去就很凉快，晚上睡觉的时候盖上被，非常的舒服。
最近脾气变躁了，只要有看不过眼的事情就会马上表达出来，不像以前。 我，不想变坏，我想变得更强，比以前强，比以前更懂得保护自己，爱惜自己。我知道我最近很多怨气。不过我也想更好一点。这些那些。。把问题放大又放大，有时候就盲目了自己，却忘了和没那么幸运的人比较。。我要时常提醒自己是个富有的人，爱，朋友，家人，吃的，住的，穿的，我统统都有了。。我想我是偶尔缺了一颗满足的心。
想要drink mac's milkshake! haha. still trying to blog in chinese. i think it is cool! (:
最近脾气变躁了，只要有看不过眼的事情就会马上表达出来，不像以前。 我，不想变坏，我想变得更强，比以前强，比以前更懂得保护自己，爱惜自己。我知道我最近很多怨气。不过我也想更好一点。这些那些。。把问题放大又放大，有时候就盲目了自己，却忘了和没那么幸运的人比较。。我要时常提醒自己是个富有的人，爱，朋友，家人，吃的，住的，穿的，我统统都有了。。我想我是偶尔缺了一颗满足的心。
想要drink mac's milkshake! haha. still trying to blog in chinese. i think it is cool! (:
Picnic at Botanic Garden
it was raining, but there were moments where the rain stopped and we enjoyed (: need to go back there again!! and enjoy where there is hot sun and have fun rolling down the slopes.
commiting the day
one application - every morning, commit the day to the Lord and give thanks for that very day.
last saturday i woke up later than the usual cause the previous night I did my project till quite late. i prayed that i could at least start on some of my other projects and with this, i commited the day to Him. And to my surprise, i managed to finish up the things that i had planned to. (sense of accomplishment) I was amazed, cause normally i would be distracted and cant finish my work.
Thank you for you strength in me (: i stayed up till 4am to complete them without feeling tired. i find this amazing because i cant stay up very late most of the time, i often sleep really early like 11pm. haha. praise the lord.
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