Last Youthwings Meeting

The church had some changes internally and my cell is being moved to a new tribe. i guess when i first received the news, i was shocked and didnt want to think about it (which i always do). because being with pastor sooksan and the rest, we are familiar with one another and that makes me even not wanting to let go. I struggled through and really didnt want to give up the tribe which im close with and the people whom i made during the past years.

but yet God reminded me of being submissive and giving support to my leader, and partly i didnt want to give up on my gkids also. yesterday we had youthwings meeting - which is my last one, it just hit me that im no longer with the rest, not being involved in the christmas planning etc. to be truthful and honest, i felt sad because there is so much to learn and grow from there and the community where we started off. as much as being the emotional me, God just reassured me in my heart that He always has plans to prosper and not to harm. and for that, im trusting God in the next phase.

and like what valerie shared that pastor started off youthwings quite timely and i must admit that despite me feeling the dread to go each time, i ended up feeling blessed just being there. God has never short-change me and it has always been God who is hanging on to us. im thankful for Pastor, the rest of the sisters and of course God who never fails.