Far far away

I feel really stifled at the moment. Going through the interviews make me wonder if I am really passionate with what I am going to do, if it will be enough, and if I can really make a difference and do something of worth. The uncertainty and the feeling that "I am not good enough for this" just gripped me each time i think back. It is so hard to be young and try to find your place in the world. It feels like early 20s is such an important time in our life; figuring out who I am going to be while also trying to hold on to our youth.

Or maybe i need more patience to go figure out all these little things.

God, are you somewhere near me?