11.14


It is mid-November already. i wander where all the time goes to. hmmmm. kind of looking forward for Christmas, still trying to persuade my dad to get a Christmas tree this year and decorate it with bright lightnings and ornaments.

Ever since school ended like last wed, i have been really free. Sometimes it makes me happy with nothing to do - guiltless hours spend snuggling in bed. being able to sit on the couch and read magazines. especially on rainy days, those can be the best days. however sometimes it gets really bored. i would walk around, looking at the sky, thinking of everything and nothing at the same time.

nevertheless, been trying to tidy up my resume and cover letter (sound v serious isnt it) when i think of my future, it seems like nothing, w/o any anticipation. always trying to avoid questions - so what are you going to do now. just because i dont want to think about it. I guess that is the problem, it all becomes tedious. maybe its time for some serious planning.






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