final exams period

For all the days/weeks/months that i haven been updating... that is because im currently in the midst of my exams. yes, pretty much depressing and frustrating. needless to say, i am drained. 2 papers down and 2 more to go.

this semester is the slackest i can get. just received my results for my project groupwork, and i have a module that i just passed by one mark. YES ONE MARK. im feeling grumpy because of this, and its frustrating how grades can make my mood go down >:(

I've promised myself too many things, too many times. I often know in advance that I'll give up, procrastinate, and sometimes fail, but when I actually believe in my own determination, and then throw in the towel because times get tough, that's when I get devastated. It's a pattern of mine which spans over a decade and a half.