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I am exhausted.

And it hurts the most when the people you love so much fail to see how much they're really worth. you might be wondering why i felt this way. because my internet connection is giving me hugeass problems when im needed to start on an assignment like NOWWW. and my beloved brother didnt even help me or give a shit. and it feels like everything that im doing is wrong in my parents' eyes. like seriously. through the things that they say, or act upon. even if im back home late, at 10pm on the dot, you will see my phone ringing. its vvvvv irritating. why no freedom. why so serious.

“Sometimes you just have to stop caring. You have to turn off all emotions and feelings to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring what other people think of you and be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all, and not let anyone know how you feel or what you think. You gotta put a smile on and pretend everything is fine, even when it’s not. Sometimes that’s the only way to save yourself from a broken heart.”