take heart, my soul

I had a tough week.

as i starting into a new phase in life, i feel that expectations by parents are higher. they think that im insensible, irresponsible, not mature in thinking, selfish and do not put my family first but myself. i dislike how they use money issues such as my uni fees, my expenses to pressurize me, stressing how much ive to return them back when im going out to the society to work. i dislike how they think im not contributing to this family. i dislike how they think im spending way too much. i dislike how they dont want me to go out. i dislike when they ask me to reflect if im doing the right thing. i have been trying, but there are faults you still spot.

"Live your life and dreams and become the person you were always meant to be, and let no one stop you. ”

is it really possible. i feel trapped and worned out by the same restrictions. all i could think about this week was just how much my heart burns. it has brought me nothing but tears. and now, where do i go from here.


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