its a cold dayy

had my piano lesson earlier. it seems like i have been lagging really behind. everyone might have learnt many many songs, but me only a pathetic fewwww. its depressing when my teacher asked me to push back my piano exams to a later date. it will means that i have been reallypoor in my performance. at that point i really felt like breaking down when my teacher said that to me. suddenly i felt that piano really meant alot to me. there's alot weighing on my mind. need to share but ive no idea how to start off.