today marks the end of march. i guess it was pretty much of ups and downs. have been busy with projects and presentations for the past week. yesterday was the last day of year 2. it suddenly feels like time flies. just a blink of an eye and it is going to be the start of year 3 in another three weeks time.

well since it is holidays now. i really need to make full use of the time to get nice things done!

- start saving up for holidays trips.
- go to brash baser to buy cheap and good books

- catchup with movies

- finished up the YOG project

- brush up my piano

- planning a getaway excursion ++++

i haven't really had much desire or energy for the internet lately and I'm glad about that. But, I also haven't had much time for reading either and that I'm feeling bad about. Hopefully things will quiet down soon so that I have a little extra time in my days for things like that. And things like grocery shopping, cleaning, laundry, having fun with friends, etc.

I too would like to eat healthier - more fruits, veggies, and that sort of thing. To go along with that, I would like to cook and bake more. I would like to read more, much more. lets hope that i make full use of the time given (:

lousy feeling

im really tired. i fallen sick today :( sore throat and fever.
and with the overwhelming projects, i think i can conquer the world.

i need to rant.
i need to have MY time.
i need to sleep.
i need to drink water.
i need to have quiet time.

sometimes i wander if my words have impact. i feel really lousy now.

Singapore Flyer (23th March)

For it's mighty quiet here now that you're gone

And I've been behaving myself for too long

I don't like drinking

or painting the town on my own

So please come on home

Little Kid

this little kid never fails to make us look childish and yet happy at the same time. he is one whom everyone dotes on and one whom everyone can get angry with at times. LITTLE KID, YOU ARE AWESOME! (:

Hammies

just taking 15mins off to look at the hamsters makes my day (:

Piano Recital (20th March 2009)

Thanks to those who came (: (serbian, junhao, bryan, cassandra and wunyen) love the sunflowers and daisy balloons! i really screwed up the duet and solo pieces. i forgot my notes and was super nervous. ohwells. all is over.

after the concert was movie and supper.

it has been a long time since i can hang out that late (:

Daughter

maybe i really have been too preoccupied with myself.
- God's Love
- You are my daughter
- Going back to Him

it feels like we are back to the old days (:

CASS 19TH BIRTHDAY

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CASS (:

MY ARTISTIC SHOT. HEEHEEHEE

POKE CASS.

I KNOW. I KNOW. SHE IS MARRIED TO....

DEFINATELY NOT TO THE GUY BEHIND US.

SABO-ED!

not in pink of health

sometimes i feel like i cannot breathe.
my weekends are burnt away.
upcoming rehersals.
test (6 lessons)

sigh. i always dont like this feeling.
ohwells.

Good Old Times

yesterday i have 30 mails in my inbox and today 26 mails.

i was shocked. but it was all because of the above picture (: one of my primary sch friend tagged everyone in this photo (FACEBOOK) and it brings all the fond memories back. like how we fought we each other and chase each other from one block to another. especially how we love playing catching after PSLE.

i think it was last week that we had a class gathering. i didnt attend because there was family dinner. and the last time i attended was like 2 years ago? haha. everyone seemed so different.

i sure gonna be attending the upcoming gathering (:

Changing lifestyle

"I think right now, what is important is promoting an image or lifestyle, rather than products."
-Fashion Student Lisa T,20

somehow i just totally agreed with this.

school day 3

Habit weakens all things; but the things that are best at reminding us of a person are those which, because they were insignificant, we have forgotten, and which have therefore lost none of their power. Which is why the greater part of our memory exists outside us, in a dampish breeze, in the musty air of a bedroom or the smell of autumn's first fires, things through which we can retrieve any part of us that the reasoning mind, having no use for it, disdained, the last vestige of the past, the best of it, the part which, after all our tears seem to have dried, can make us weep again.
-In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower, Marcel Proust

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so this was today. serbian drove to school today.

after school, me bryan and junhao hopped on and headed to serangoon gardens for lunch plus dessert. omg. the dessert was really good. DURIANNNN again (: haha. the dessert cafe was quiet and nice. the feeling was just there. MUST GO ANOTHER TIME!

we went to kovan for bowling after that. totally surrender to JH. the bowling ball just move straight while the rest of us slant and ended up in the "lang gao"

Kovan Bowling

Bryan aka BRA

Jun Hao aka PRO

Me

Serbian

afterwhich, bryan and jh had competition. and their score....
sometimes hearing friends share about their dream is weird. like bryan's - to open a BANK. upon hearing this me and serbian ROFL. haha. but today is considered as a best day upon school reopens. thank you serbian for driving (:

Psalm 40:1-3

I waited patiently for the Lord;
he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.

He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear
and put their trust in the Lord.


im putting aside and want to start afresh once again.
it will be tough but i know the things that He planned for us,
no one can recount. you are my help and my deliverer.

(:

School Starts

tomorrow school starts! im quite glad that this week was over and done with. but it is back to school with assignments. sometimes there is a love hate relationship about school. oh wells.

coming to bedtime.

I secretly hate the time before i crashed the bed each day. The time when i will stare at the ceiling and reflect and then lately, ive been getting the feeling that, i don't really know who i am anymore. Or what's ironic is that, i might have been like that all along and im either just great at suppressing it or i just refuse to let it overwhelm me. I always feel like i have the need to keep alternating between anti-socialism and its opposite.

prayer i need most.

V Day Baking!

look at the hardworking girlfriends! hahaha. and we can only upload these photos after V day, so as to keep boyfriends from suspense. oh wells. the cookies turn out alright (: