The most wonderful time of the year

The Wishlist:

1. New study table. My table has been with us for like 5 years. and now its kind of shaking. i feel like getting the IKEA white table top which is like only $39! :D

2. Nail Polish x123456 colours. especially bright ones.

3. Ipod or Itouch. i would love to have a new player with me.

4. Bobbi Brown (foundation, concealer, eye cream ...) the previous brands that ive used are lousy, causing my skin to be worse than ever.

5. Comfortable pair of wedges.

6. Bags, i need to stop getting brown coloured bags.

and the list goes on and on and on.... okay in reality when i was thinking WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS - i realise that there isnt a need for those that i listed above. its all materialistic stuffs which when i think really hard, prolly all these are useless.

What i wish for are things that have passed by me, things that are beyond my control. rather, what i really wish for is for myself to be a better person each year, to have loved a little more each year and to have been loved a little more by people around me each year. Maybe the selfish human side demands a whole list of presents from the world, but the innerman just prays for peace joy and love.

Chirstmas could be the time to count our blessings that we received within the year; naming them one by one. i really hope to spend more time with my family. maybe this is why its my favourite time of the year - because its time to realise how blessed i am, with the best kind of family and friends (: