UP UP AND AWAYYY









carefree moments would be sufficient for now (:

TODAY

A. woke up having bodyaches everywhere. not feeling too well afterall.

B. piano lessons was cancelled because teacher wasnt feeling well too.

C. watch tv (running in heels, style her famous, tyra banks true story etc) eat and sleep

D. read magazines

E. pop a few panadols.

F. clean my shoes and arrange them nicely in the rack (WEIRD UH)

G. watch funny youtube videos

H. play with the two-new hamsters. they are really small, like only 1month old.

I. suddenly thought that i wasted one day of my life.

for the past few weeks was projects and more projects. so overwhelmed and fell sick. ytd and today, i slept alot alot. and didnt use much of internet and i quite like the "quiet" side where there is no technology. it allows me to have myself time.

i really dont want to go school tomorrow. its boring ttm.

the girl's expression is really funny! HAHA.

As Usual




it is 2.38am now. I am sitting in my usual table and chair, looking at the laptop feeling drained and tired with projects still not done yet. with projects, lectures, tutorials, im losing my sleep, losing the strength to even talk.

it can be really irritating when we get the wrong group mates, like even asking me why the executive summary is not done up. and the reason? because it is not compiled lahhs. without compiling, how can one do up the executive summary! i can faint any moment if this continues. i hate compiling, hate presentations, hate PROJECTS.

sometimes i think its better not to have expectations, cause the disappointment will turn out really big.
today i was suppose to ran errands for my mum after school, but i forgot to bring out the cheque. i then headed home straight, feeling really drained out. i decided to make egg mayo sandwiches for lunch, was thinking about the camping overnight at cass house where liting made them which was a little messy but delicious (:

while making, reminded me of cass wy and yy. they are really nice to sms me encouraging things which i really needed most at that point in time. thank you.

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my head is getting bigger each time i do projects

and my body is aching all over. being sick isnt fun :(